Progress

Two bfp's in my moms group in the last 1-1.5 weeks.  One was first month not preventing and the other was a failed pull n pray.  While I am a little bitter, don't get me wrong, for the most part I am ok.  Part if ne thinks even if I am ok with it, that life is not fair.  But I probably hurt ithers when i got pregnant with H with out trying from a failed pull n pray, even if I really wanted it to happen.  And then think of all the hurt that other who have no kids feel in my situation.  It sucks and life really isnt fair.

I guess maybe its all for the best.  Both girls are healthy and happy.  It is hard not to not be at least a little bitter :/