Too much

It's too much to deal with us trying or not preventing for 2.5yrs and having to find out with in a 1.5 week span that 2 of my closest friends in Midland who live in our neighborhood are both pregnant and my sister.  

I am ok and content with the 2 we have and are at peace and honestly don't want a 3rd at this point, but It really is hard not being bitter that the choice waa taken away from us when we were actually trying 1.5 yrs ago.  Damn infertility!